I just looked over a blog I started on Blogger in 2008.  There were volumes of posts.  Wanted to post the blog on FB, but there's some stuff I don't want out there now.  Some of it is OK but not other parts. 

Facebook friends, or "friends" may be my audience here. You may know the story but I'll refresh just in case, in a few.

Lost my Intervention Specialist job in 2007. Special Education Teacher.  Applied and Applied and Interviewed and Interviewed.  No job as an Intervention Specialist for that coming school year nor in the coming years.  2007--When the nightmare I live began.

 So, should I go through each of the 15 years or just today?

I'll start with today.

I quit a job about 3 weeks ago. Then, I got a windfall. Can live for a couple months. Just a couple. On the great Next Job Hunt.  Was supposed to go to a Staffing Agency today but they called and said they filled the job. So, I don't have to go anywhere today--YAY!  Have to find the good in things. 

I can't seem to keep a job. Get one, can't do it for some reason, and I quit. Job--Nope.  

Tyler Perry is on the Kelly Clarkson show. I wrote to him a couple times since 2020.

God.

I have nothing. Nothing to say. Drawing a blank. 

I took a vocational survey yesterday to try to see what I'd be good at, in a job, and Writer was a suggestion.  I enjoy writing, just expressing myself, but right now, I'm drawing that blank.

Oh, yeah--refreshing you. 

Had this terrific job at Domino's Pizza, delivering, starting in 2017. Paid my bills and had enough left over. But, I was pulled over by State Highway Patrol for a license plate violation on March 14 of 2020 at 1 a.m. and got an OVI. I don't drink alcohol or do drugs.  Just in case anyone would still wonder, had not done those things that night. And yes, when you get an OVI, you get arrested. I got arrested.  The charge came down to a Reckless Driving Minor Misdemeanor, and I lost my job at Domino's because you have to have a clean driving record to deliver there. 2020.

I lived on Financial Blessings that year. In March of 2021, I took a job that I ended up hating, loathing and despising.  Left there in November for Allstate, was supposed to get licensed as a P/C agent and couldn't go along with the studying. Got offered a very good paying job at Spectrum Cable/Charter Communications in February and left the Allstate.  Left Spectrum about three week ago. (oh, I had a 2 jobs in October of 2020)

So, the last two years have sucked, and I fear my future. 

II have a story to tell. I'm wondering if I tell my story here if it will get in the way if I ever decide to write a book.

Maybe I shouldn't tell.

So, this was today. Sitting on the couch with my Chihuahua nestled into my leg and one of my cats on the couch. Watching my peeps on General Hospital and Kelly Clarkson.

God.